When we are young, our parents tell us: Dont talk to stranger (Normally they tell us)

This gets imprinted in our subcontious mind, wich makes it harder to connect to other people, strangers really, creating a sort of barrier. I know thats not why they tell us not to talk to /trust strangers.



Now, ive NEVER had problems with talking to complete strangers, not really. (in my "adult " life that is)

Last night, i found out what it is i do to break the barrier. Now, its fun to… Continue

So, ive been going through "Hell " lately, i found out my GF was cheating on me while beeing drunk, i actually found out WHEN it happened, sort of. At 3 am ish. it felt terrible, i was with her for 2 years, she was a part of my life. HELL she WAS my life... for some time.

But, you move on you know? After i broke up with her, i felt terrible, who wouldnt right?

But now, two months later, i can say im ok. ive been doing some Introspectual viewing to see what about me i dont like, and… Continue

So, today i just found out that im sort of just reading the posts and im not saying much. So i fixed that a bit.^^

I dont know how many posts i did reply on, but i did it.

I also broke sort of a barrier today, i told some of those ive talked the most to on site how awesome they were and why i thought so. (I dont really know how many i did send comments too..sorry for the spam people)

This barrier breaking thing feels great!



Now im gonna realize what barriers ive got,… Continue

This is just somewhere i can put the scriblings wich happens at night lately:P





Dead world.

Sad i am at this hour, the world is dead,i am alone. The darkness is outside, i sit here waiting on the dawn, that will eventually come, with it, bringing sunlight,and life anew to the world.





Renewal:

Thus another day begins, the sun comes creeping up from behind its hiding place behind the mountains. Caressing the sky yet again. Another dawn has… Continue

Disclaimer: This post isnt actually entertaining in any way.



Im sort of like alot of people out there.

Ive got a sleeping problem, ive had it for 5 years, some days its tougher than some, some days its easier.

Its said that people with insomnia dont sleep because of disruptions during the r.e.m cycle.

Normally a person falls asleep between 1 minute - 30 minutes. personally: It takes me hours to fall asleep.

I refuse to get any sort of sleeping pills, because i… Continue