April 2010 Blog Posts (11)

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Dedicated to Daniel

I do not know how to control my cutting. It just kind of happens. ill get depressed and the world will start to tilt, maybe its just me, i dontk now. its like im dreaming and when i wake up ive got the marks, i feel better and i go on with my life like nothing happened. Its my one form of stress relief, trust me, i tried everything before i cut. nothing worked. and cutting was an accident. i was making supper and i cut myself and the relief of stress actually worked... so i continued…
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Added by Skye Lynn Jensen on April 30, 2010 at 5:14pm — 1 Comment

from bad.. to worse.....

yeah.. i tried to talk to mom about everything but that just didn't help. i followed someone's advice and told her i feel left out when she's on the computer all the time... her response? "my computer is my only source of happiness, deal with it" which of course led to more cuts on my arm... i am still trying to stop. My ex-Step dad (the only thing close enough to a dad i have) let me down once again. I was supposed to be getting a truck and a phone last weekend, but he didn't show up... it… Continue

Added by Skye Lynn Jensen on April 29, 2010 at 12:50am — 1 Comment

Quick but important note on purpose & meaning

I hear a lot of people say that they don't know what to do with their lives. They don't know who they want to be, what they want to do, what they love and what they hate. They feel confused and lost. I felt like this for a long time and I'm sure I will feel this again, even though my life isn't like that right now.


On the other hand there is people who live extremely fulfilling lives, know who they are and what they want, they know why they do what they do. They have…
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Added by Ewan on April 27, 2010 at 12:35am — 4 Comments

hmm what to do.....

So i believe i have found a solution to my problem at home. My sister might let me move in with her and her boyfriend. If mom Doesnt like this then she will just have to suck it up, because she had a chance to prove to me she would be a better mom but she blew it. She is starting to get worse. The other day me, her, and my sis were in town with mom, my sisters boyfriend came to get me and my sister because we were going to go watch a movie and mom was going home. So Mom asked me if i would be… Continue

Added by Skye Lynn Jensen on April 16, 2010 at 7:23pm — 4 Comments

A world where no one seems to understand...

So fellow bloggers, things with me and my boyfriend are going pretty good. :) we barely see each other but we talk on the phone almost every night. I love hearing his voice and just simple things he says makes me smile, even though there nothing out of the ordinary. He makes me happy. As for things at home, my depression has gotten a little worse. Mom still just doesnt seem to care, Alex, my brother, just doesnt help me out at all. they both just sit there with their damning forms of technology… Continue

Added by Skye Lynn Jensen on April 12, 2010 at 9:19pm — No Comments

w00t? 6 months inactive!? o_O

Hey guys, I've been inactive on IPower for like.. 6 Months? .. xD woopsie :P .. ahh well, I've gotten up to a lot since then.. lots more parkour :D I doubt anyone remembers me anyway :P



Anyhoo, I've been a bit down recently, though after reading my blog post on deppression I've decided "screw it" .. ^_^



I broke up with my girlfriend a few weeks ago, and we were together for just over two months, doesn't seem like much but I dunno ^_^ .. at first I was cool with it, not because… Continue

Added by Jinn on April 12, 2010 at 8:45pm — 4 Comments

whaza @@stop hide alians make new video :)

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Added by rado on April 6, 2010 at 9:31am — No Comments

My Marathon Experience

Sorry for the long read Hope you guys enjoy it.




I stayed home the day before the race while my best friends went to electric music festival. i went to bed around ten o clock but i couldn't fall asleep to save my life.
My mind was racing about all the things that I could of done better from training to finding better shoes. The farthest i ever ran at one time was 13 miles and i was about to attempt double that. I kept thinking about how my shoes kept…
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Added by BrandonG on April 6, 2010 at 9:03am — 3 Comments

Jedi powers ya

so I went and saw the men who stare at goats, and while it is fictional there main thing behind it isnt. the US miliatry actualy has a base for training "jedi" like warriors.. so considiering that, is it possible to then have supernatural powers if you managed to focus your mind enough?

Added by Ross Eric Chalker on April 4, 2010 at 11:42am — 6 Comments

Beauty In Complexity

There is great beauty in complexity

Figures drenched in a wet black cloak

Scarred face, skin schorched with marks of fire

Body torn apart, muscles resist the hardship

Body adapts like the savage starving bird feasting on carcaus

of the laying dead on desert floor

The savage eyes show great turmoil, diappointment

Yet the smirk on face makes one wonder

How can happiness be the flower in a field of blood? How can a baby be born

in the carniage of human… Continue

Added by Kokomo on April 3, 2010 at 8:30pm — No Comments

wow my fairytale did have a happy ending

Its so IRONIC that right after i write a blog about not being able to be with someone i really like, that he just happens to change his mind and ask me out the next day. As for life, there seems to be a pause in all the bad things happening. For the first time in a while my life is actually going good. Mom is acting alot better now and its much less depressing. But as for my brother, i still want to kill him. i have to go say bye to my bf so ill write later !! peace

Added by Skye Lynn Jensen on April 1, 2010 at 7:27pm — No Comments

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