I've missed this site. People give some semblance of a metaphorical shit about what everyone posts; sometimes more so than IRL people.

Sorry I've not been on here. I've felt like I won't have the time, even though I probably have. I've been depressed... I'm kinda depressed right now tbh so don't expect the best post. It might be depressing for you to read, especially when I drop bombs like this: (which is true) I've never felt more alone in my life than I do right now. :(

I'm gonna try and make this easy to digest soooooo...

Things I've done (and not done) in the past couple of months:

Stopped making content for NCUK cos of lack of time and inspiration

Got a job at KFC

Got a job at a nightclub

Finally, more than a few years late, started getting counselling for my depression (although I'm with a "life coach" not a psycho therapist because I am always at work on the only day I could possibly go to see the psych counsellor)

Slept a lot because life isn't worth getting up for

I thought this post was going to be longer...

I'm 21 today btw... I hate age. It's a judgemental bastard.