my army life isn't what i want for myself. the days i spend here are wasted. everyday i dread waking up to this lifestyle... but i just continue to do it. at times i think that the army has injected me with shots that have caused me to become less than what i once was. i submit easier than before the army. what is this beast im inside? is there a way out? ....yea in 3more years! :( i gotta deal with it for that much longer. so how can i make my time more enjoyable? well i should ask myself what do i want to become? is it true that infact we are the creators of our destiny and that this destiny is a manifestation of our thoughts? ??? whatever... back to work.