my army life isn't what i want for myself. the days i spend here are wasted. everyday i dread waking up to this lifestyle... but i just continue to do it. at times i think that the army has injected me with shots that have caused me to become less than what i once was. i submit easier than before the army. what is this beast im inside? is there a way out? ....yea in 3more years! :( i gotta deal with it for that much longer. so how can i make my time more enjoyable? well i should ask myself what do i want to become? is it true that infact we are the creators of our destiny and that this destiny is a manifestation of our thoughts? ??? whatever... back to work.

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Comment by Sophie on June 30, 2009 at 9:20pm
If you are not happy you need to look over what you are doing, and think hard why you are not happy, i think you have done that already, so i think you need to make more options for yourself :)
Are you in basic training?
Comment by EzraS. on June 30, 2009 at 10:36pm
sophie, thanks for the comment. i am not in basic training. i have been active duty for over 3years now. there was a time when i did enjoy the lifestyle. this was before i became aware of the truths of things. i began to really dislike this beast after i watched the zeitgeist movies. after veiwing them i just looked at the facts and what was really going on after which it was plain to see that the army/us government is out of control trying to be in control. i suppose i miss my "freedom" most. anyway... back to work.

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