Here is another update with what I've been up to. I have been thinking a lot about religion again. As of right now I'd consider myself to be Agnostic with an Atheistic mentality. Experiencing a psychosis and such extreme states of consciousness that the mind is capable of diminished my "faith" as it were in Atheism. I just don't know anymore. Part of me wants to believe in something more but the rational, scientific, philosophical part of me wants to keep the old familiarity of Atheism.

 

Other than all that I've been pretty frustrated with everything that has been going on in my life. Ever since I left the hospital after my psychosis it has felt as though I have been stuck in a dream. It just feels weird. I kinda got used to the voices in my head and now that they are gone it feels like a part of me is gone as well.

 

I've been thinking of doing a self development week for myself but I'm not sure where to start. There is so much in my life I would like to improve upon. I've been stuck in survival mode for some time now and I'm not sure what to do anymore. Any who, enough of this crap.

 

Who even reads this shit anymore?!?

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Comment by The Berns on September 6, 2011 at 2:22pm

Hm. I did. Coming out of survival mode can cause a lot of stuff to seem meaningless.

Take your time. It will work out with time.

Comment by Lore on September 7, 2011 at 6:55pm
Hey Bernhard, thanks for commenting.

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